bryant

i really love my brother bryant. he is two years older than me but miles away from the place i am at. at least thats what i thought.

recently he has been going through some financial issues. and well its breaking my heart. he works really hard. sure he makes mistakes, and has made a lot of poor choices, but who in the world doesn't? now he is in a hole. and he is getting screwed over by his roommates.

i think the reason why we've been given these struggles is because we can handle it. he is strong. he has that heart.

i have been praying all day for the Lord to deliver him from this. i can see the hurt and struggle in his eyes. its just so hard. i know the feeling he is feeling. sinking, and its like a physical pain because you have no idea how you will get out of it. where in the world will the money come from? really heart breaking.

the Lord has a plan. i know that He holds bryant and the rest of us in His hands. right next to Him. i hope that bryant finds this to be his reality and that this ends soon for him.